i sat frozen, thrown back in time
frozen in shock, in disbelief, in sadness
covering my head for protection i knew wouldn't come
getting hit on the head is horrible
pain reverberates,
my teeth throb
my eyes sting,
my blood vessels swell...
i swore never again in my life would i allow someone
to hit me on my head...
it stings! bad!
i cried out... begging you not to pound on me...
my mom was the last person, i was 13 years old...
she was in a drunken rage; reason? simply unknown...
hmmmmm...
thawed out, able to move, i pushed you off of me...
i got kicked in my stomach for my effort to escape
your assault.
petrified one of us was not going to leave this room
on our own accord.
think kaisha... please oh gosh... think... get out of here
leave and live.... stay with evil
you stood at the door screaming at me...
taunting my flight!
breaking my heart
my spine slumped
my steps faltered
darkness pours in to my soul
